Spontaneousnessity

Rien d'especial.. relax, kick back & feel at ease *^_^*

5.30.2006

Confused...

even though it's been awhile... I still don't know if I wanna do this..

publié par Spontaneousnessity # 08:00 19 commentaires

5.27.2006

Say What Now..?!

la' gad3a bsara7a..

I don't know whether to be offended by this or just disgusted..

.. Yeah so...

publié par Spontaneousnessity # 10:00 23 commentaires

5.12.2006

Go Sponty.. It's Your Birthday.. Go Sponty..

Today is my last "26 years old" day, May 13th is the day I look back and smile at what went by, I already started saying that I'm 27 a couple of months ago, the reaction I get makes me laugh, I remember when I first said out laud and I was like "Good Lord!! am 27!! when did that happen!" hehe I did just smile when I remembered that, am funny that way, I was thinking of how time goes on.. no seriously give it a thought, it keeps on going and going and going and there's NOTHING any of us can do to stop it! it is just GOING! whether I like it or not same time next year am ganna be 28! .. okay that did have another effect on me.. am glad am using those years doing what I love best, looking back at 26 it seems pretty laid back, maybe it was full at the end but apart from that it was a year of transformation and little bit of transportation, I hope 27 will be either just as calm or even better.. no you know what I do hope that 27 is better, I want 27 to be better, I'll work on having my 27th year better =}

{= Happy Birthday To Me =}

publié par Spontaneousnessity # 12:00 19 commentaires

5.02.2006

=~} ... =~{

madri afra7 wela az3al, my f a v o r i t e s t niece the one I love more than anyone/thing I ever knew/even heard of just started walking and I missed it, I missed it I missed it I missed it! I mean okay I missed alot of my cousins' kids incidents and events both happy and sad, it does upset me not to be there for them and when I can't I know they understand, yet for this particular child I usually would go around the world twice not to miss out anything, oh and capture it on tape "well.. cells".

I was there for her every single firsts... thinking of them now makes me realize how she grew.. yakhti esmalla! =~} I am happy that she finally started walking really, I used to hold her hands and help her lead the way, she'd throw her foot out in the air to make a step and laugh knowing that she achieved something she probably doesn't recognize, the gloomy part comes as I wasn't there to see.. =~{ it really hurts just to hear about it miles away and not know what she's like trying to go somewhere all by herself, the falls, and ways to stand up...

I miss her curles

publié par Spontaneousnessity # 17:00 8 commentaires