Rien d'especial.. relax, kick back & feel at ease *^_^*
I don't like it when I feel like talking and people would say "it's okay just forget about it" it's like saying "just shut up! we don't even care" and I don't mean people from nowhere I mean people who are supposed to be "friends"..
I WANT TO TALK DAMN IT!
Regardless, my question now is as following, How Can You Forget?! "just forget about it" sounds very easy to say! but can you actually do it?! I do try, it takes forever for me to move on, but to forget? there are so many things that am just sick of and there's nothing I can do about it to make it better, I don't mean here specific matters like relationships, but yes it is included, I do mean in all fields, I hold grudges! I never let go of my anger, you'd assume that time helps get over it but it doesn't! it just makes things different but not unmemorable! trust me, it's been years, they are still there and they keep popping up every once and while which pisses me off completely!
What pisses me off even more is that I know we as we live have alot less issues than many surrounding us! yet we don't appreciate what we have and say ilhemdella, no we seek trouble by even creating them to ourselves! I got to the point of not wanting to say anything anymore but then the time comes and when I lay my head down to sleep, the show starts! if only my pillow could speak! I guess then it would probably only ask me to shut up and forget about it too!
Time.. how can you make it go back?!